Why is it that its become a thing for girls to get lost in a fantasy? to be easily persuaded by a love story, a chick flick, someone else’s idea of what “love” should be, how it should start and how it should play out? some cruel tactic of an existence of an alter universe when thus it ceases to even be. Girls DROWN in these thoughts, these persuasions of probable actions, gasping for every last breath to be the sweet “always knowing what to say” words of a gorgeous longing to love you boy. All this so at the end of the night “the night isn’t as planned”, “you’re right, just not right for me”, “don’t change you’re great but its better we’re friends” and so on and so forth with the endlessness of rejection, disappointment and failures of this alter universe we girls put so much faith in. Don’t get me wrong there are some Noah’s out there for the occasional Allie. We’re a world of opportunity and this is one but still this doesn’t mean to full fledged take these stories as your own personal bible, that’s a sincere build up of a full on let down.
And guys really? these games, so middle school. not cute. immaturity was cute when dinosaurs had green spots didn’t fly and sung about cleaning up. if you like the girl let her know, don’t bullshit around. if you aren’t ready to jump back into the relationship thing then don’t waste her breath let alone time. and if you’re there be there because you want to be, not because you’re compelled or feel bad but because you sincerely want to be.
then again all of this is a mental flow, unfiltered, completely raw free flowing river of words and punctuation that come from a girl fed up with lies and these scenarios on first hand. one whoms beliefs that once lay in this alter universe have been easily tainted by the selfish, rude, and deceitfulness of other organic compound.